3 weeks today and my soul mate and best friend becomes my hubby. Chatting with a friend today I realised how my perspective has changed with life, I never used to allow myself to feel excited, I used to say I’ll be happy once it happens or I’ll enjoy it once it gets here.
But now I’m savouring every moment of excitement, joy, love, fear and all the other feels that keep coming through me in waves....I have been working hard on letting my barriers down to fear of being hurt and let down, the fear of something not happening because I’ll get ill, the fear of my illness arising, and the fear of being hurt.
And one of the beauties of these barriers coming down is the ability to feel excited and I’m making the most of it.
So be prepared for lots of excitement for the next three weeks!